f3mz_kr0n1k3lz's Journal

wow! the past couple of days were wow
Wow!!1 is all I can say. The last couple of days have been like wow. Well hmm… on Wednesday I got csi and a referral in my Spanish class for being “defiant” as they say. I wouldn’t sit in the front of the class. And I had a reason not to. Shyt I wasn’t doing anything I was actually doing my work for a change while there was a zoo going on around me but yet I am told o sit in the front. So I guess I was defiant for saying no. Thursday we had early release and so me and rae (my cuzzo) went to the flea so she could get her nails redone and I saw my grl. But it wasn’t anything big it was just like 5 mins cuz we had to go. Well now me and my crush, devin, are friends. She is sooo fun and koo. I love talkin to her. She got my aim so we talk on there like all the time. I was kinda shocked becuz believe it or not, she was actually feelin me and she was feelin me ever since our 1st bball game where we played them and is aw her. I didn’t kno that. She was telling me that she thinks im cute and shyt like that. U kn she was flirtin and I was flirtin bak. But we both cant wait to see eachother on Wednesday at districts. I think she likes me.LOL. but she has a grl so we sre not trying to over step the boundaries. She was surprised as hell to find out that I was gay cuz she couldn’t believe it. she said her gay radar didn’t go off on me.LOL. she stole my basketball number and my fav. Color. But since she is older its kinda like I stole hers.LOL its just funny how things are startin to get good for me. Well thatis right now but I just wanna see how long it will last. But yesterday was the best day by far. Not only did me and devin have our little convo and wat not. I actually got to spend time with my grl!!! Yay!!!. It was soo much fun. She came to my house at like 3:30 cuz I got home form skool at 3:00. then she picked me up and we went to the park and chilled in the car for a lil while. When the sun wasn’t so bright and it wasn’t so hot we got out and played a little ball. It was fun and we didn’t play a game cuz it was still hot. She is actually kinda good too. But we got bak in the car and I was just messin with her and stuff. It was soo much fun cuz I was actin a fool and crackin her up. We were play fightin and stuff. I wanted some ice cream and fries and so she took me to mc donalds but it was crowded so we went to wendys. She wouldn’t let me buy anything with milk in it since im lactose intolerant. I love kissing her its like amazing. I mean I don’t kno wat it is about her. She was the first person that I ever kissed who had a tongue ring. I was looking through her phone and I found a message that she sent to this grl she was talking to when she was in Alabama. I asked her about it and she was honest with me. And that’s wat I like. She didn’t try to hide or deny it and she was sincere. She just told me that she isn’t good with break ups and if she was to tell the grl that they not together it would kill her. But it didn’t bother me becuz we are together now and that was the past. Its not lie she up here hidin it it and telling the grl how in love she is with her and all that. But we explored eachother and she found a hot spot that I didn’t even kno I had. At first I was a little shy around her but then I got comfortable. I love the way she smells. And she was wearing cool water which is like one of my favorite cologne’s. I felt so comfortable when I was laying on her lap and on her chest. I didn’t want our time to end. Omg I could kiss her all day and hug her and hold her. And I love her hair. Its soo soft and curly and stuff. I just couldn’t stop playing with it and running my fingers through it. but she liked it anyway so it doesn’t matter. She soo cute and she has like the smallest hands. I kept picking at her cuz her hands are tiny and mine are bigger than hers. And she has these cute freckles and they are all over her body. I called her pale and she said my body has like 4 different tones, which is true. She said I need to put a razor to my legs even though u cant even hardly see the hair. And I just told her she’s mad cuz her hair is blonde on her tummy and arms. Well we both have big heads so there was nothing we could do about that. I just love the way she looks at me. Its like she can see into my soul and see wat im thinking. And I feel so safe and comfortable when she holds me. I kept thinking about cam while I was with her though and it was baffling me. She thinks im cute becuz im so little and so tiny and according to her my walk is so cute and perfect. I don’t kno. We will see where things go but I just enjoy her for her. I have to go becuz I gotta clean up and get ready to go to the movies and the mall with her later on. Toodles!!!!

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